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Babbles.

• I don't often update this because 1, most people do not read this little sac of shit. Number 2, all of my feelings of agression anger or being upset only likes in three minute intervals so I never remember or feel like typing out what bothered me in the first place by the time I stumble upon this blog. I don't even reread my own blogs and I barely remember to read anybody elses.
• I'm 21 years old and I already finding myself saying quite often 'I am too old for this shit'. 
• I wish I was just already married or divorced or my children were already moved out of the house. I want to relax after work and do nothing.
• I hate having friends and going and doing things with them, that's not normal.
• I feel like going to the bar is just a way for met to men and besides the fact I already have met one, I never meet good ones there anyway. It's a circle of nothing.
• That's all I can think of that is OK to post here.

I hate Holidays.

The Fourth of July is such bullshit. We celebrate the birth of a nation but the death of a peaceful society. As you read this and sit in your home, on your porch, inside a cafe with WiFi or what have you, look around. This all used to be forrest. Nothing but grass and dirty and bugs and animals and trees. Everyonce inawhile you'd walk into a plain where there would be a few huts around in a 'village' type of thing. You lived in one with nothing in there but a bed made of something you found outside. Blankets you had sewn. And maybe a place to build a fire, depending on what circa you are thinking of. If you wanted to go to your friends house you may have to walk through the forrest for 2 hours and you might get eaten by a bear on the way there, it might rain, you'd have no umbrella or weather app on your phone to see what it was going to do before leaving either. You'd walk and walk the sun beating down on your face and you'd get there, hopefully in one piece, and talk or whatnot. You'd have to walk home in the dark probably being attacked by that bear you thought you heard in the bushes and that was it. People continuously make the world more comfortable for them without the cares of others. From pillaging a group of people with simple beliefs to shitting on a coworker to get promoted at your job. I wouldn't go back and change a thing and change my comfortable living, typical American I am, but history repeats itself. Who's to say someday someone else more advanced than us won't come to America and take over? Oh and they're no such things as 'Native Americans', that was a name we invited for them in ignorance.. For a more horrid version of this blog listen to 'Run to the Hills' by Iron Maiden. My venting is done.

Composing my thoughts

I don't usually write on here and if I do I never publish. I have a hard time organizing my thoughts to put down. Too many come at once and leave just as quickly. I have decided, however, that I need to stop searching for people I want and let them come to me and do the opposite with my dreams and goals. I've been doing it backward for the past 20some odd years. People re overrated and society dwindles down more each day. Everyone seems to thing they're owed something but they're not. Nobody deserves anything or anyone so you should all be lucky who and what is there and sticks around. For the time being I will continuously be a pessimist and I'm not the only one. Most people agree but won't admit it. I keep losing faith in humanity. How am I supposed to find a man to love when I can't trust my only family and only can depend on a few friends? The only man I have my eye in is a genuine person. I think I fell I love with him once but I could be wrong. Hell I thought I fell I love with my ex and after a month of self reflection I realized I was purging my feelings of wanting someone into him rather than feeling anything for him as a person. He was just an unrealistic idea of what I wanted. And what's even more terrible than the fact I wasted my past few months of life on him is that it caused me to no longer keep in contact with said first-party man. Men are simple creatures more so than women but I still haven't figured them out. I'd say it's because I'm young and have a lot to experience but I know women decades older than me that feel the same. Maybe that previous man will make sense to me more so than now, someday. Can't believe I wrote. I'll try to write more often.

Weirdo Tag : Tagged by TMD

#1. What's a nickname only your family calls you?
Bean/string bean

#2. What's a weird habit of yours?
Washing my hands

#3. Do you have any weird phobias?
Geramaphobia/garbage cans

#4. What's a song you secretly LOVE to blast && belt out when you're alone?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVKGmpDGpf8

#5. What's one of your biggest pet peeves?
Anyone who doesn't flush after toilet use. 'Flush or Die'

#6. What's one of your nervous habits?
Biting my fingernails

#7. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right

#8. What was your first stuffed animal && it's name?
Penguins Penguin I used to chew on

#9. What's the drink you ALWAYS order at starbucks?
Caramel Frap usually

#10. What's the beauty rule you preach.. but never ACTUALLY practice?
Not washing your hair everyday

#11. Which way do you face in the shower?
Away from it usually but I spin around.

#12. Do you have any 'weird' body 'skills'?
Bendability

#13. What's your favorite 'comfort food'/food thats 'bad' but you love to eat it anyways?
Everything I eat really

#14. What's a phrase or exclamation you always say?
None that I can think of

#15. Time to sleep- what are you ACTUALLY wearing?
shirt and leggings

Overdue Haul.

I bought some of this makeup and some of it was given to me in February. Sorry it took so long to post, if you have any questions about any of these please leave them below in the comments section. Product names are underneath the pictures.

        88 Warm Palette

        88 Satin Palette

Tarte Vitamin Infused Lipgloss ; Color Sensational - Twinkle 

Elf Cream Liner - Black ; MAC Paintpot - Imaginary

Elf Cream Liner - Ivor ; Urban Decay Primer Potion

 

Clinique High Impact Mascara ; Elf Liquid Liner - Black ; Tarte - Lights, Camera, Lashes! 

Mally Face Defender Blush - Pink Perfection

FakeMAC 190 Foundation brush ; MAC 185SE blush brush

Jasmine La Belle Cosmetics Eyeshadow Palette - E ; Maybelline Expert Eye Shadow - Amethyst

Thanks Tiffany for the great goodies! Xoxo

No Direction

First off, please tell your friends about this blog.
Second off and I feel like posting a video of my favorite song at the moment.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRTTSpzc3aA

I've also decided, since I can post whatever I want on here - I would share a simple yet amazing recipe that is not costly or timely for Orange french vanilla cupcakes with an orange butter cream icing :

All you will need is :

1 large orange, you will be using the zest of  the whole orange so try to get one with as little bruising as possible.

1 French Vanilla cake mix & 1 container of Buttercream frosting (If you wish you can make these from scratch, little more expensive that way though.)

If you are choosing to make the cake and icing from scratch do so, otherwise make the boughten Cake Mix as directed.

Next you will need to zest the whole Orange.

Put about a tablespoon of zest in the cake mix and set aside about a teaspoon of it for the icing. Blend the cake mix & the orange zest.

Now juice the orange and add about a tablespoon of the juice to your mix. I recommend using the tool in the picture, it is much easier than using your hands. After juicing, if you are using the tool in the picture below, you will have the pulp left. If you'd like, save the pulp to put in the buttercream.

Now that your cake mix is done, put it in either cupcake papers or in a cake pan and cook as directed to the box or

recipe you are using. After the cake or cupcakes are done pull them out and let them cool, now for the frosting.

Get your buttercream and mix in a stand mixer or with a hand mixer until smoothe.

Once the frosting is whipped enough, add remaining zest and about a teaspoon of juice. (Note: If you are using a homeade buttercream, when making the buttercream use the orange juice in replace of the milk.) You do not want to add too much juice or your frosting will be too liquidy. If you do add too much then small amounts of powdered sugar to it until it's smooth and thick and creamy again. Fold in pulp if desired. (Note : the pulp has no significance to the frosting, it is just for an added decoration)

Ice cupcakes, when cool. Any remaining zest can be used as a decoration. Hope you enjoy this recipe be sure to give me feedback!

Here are some helpful links if you want to make your own homeade cake or buttercream instead of using the storebought. PS Recipe above is still the same if you make the cake or frosting from scratch except *Noted details. Thanks!

French Vanilla cake  - http://www.misshomemade.com/frenchvanillacakerecipe.html

Buttercream frosting, also known as 'decorator frosting'. Here is a simple recipe I created myself -

Cream 1 stick of room temperature soft butter and 4 cups of Confectioners (Powdered) sugar in a mixer. Once creamed, add 1 teaspoon of vanilla extract. Then add 2 tablespoons of milk, more or less depending on how thick you want your frosting to be. If you are using the recipe above for the orange buttercream, use orange juice instead of milk. However, if you intend to use orange oil or extract, continue to use milk instead of the orange juice.

Xoxo Sincerely, The Nasty Lady